We are closing in on the winter solstice, and that will mean an end to the shortening of the days, and we turn the corner toward spring. Well, I know it’s the start of winter, but I choose to look at the fact that the days can only get longer and sunshine and warmth cannot be far off. So there. 😎
My house is tidy and quiet, except for the hum of the dishwasher, and I am left with a pretty empty day, due to a cancelled appointment. So I’m trying to work up the energy to get going on a project here at home organizing one of the many closets I have that need attention.
It is a lot like my recovery and my self-discipline. I have many things that need attention right now. But in order to look at my issues, I need to be prayerful and mindful of my recovery and where I’m at with my program. It’s very much a proper place and time affair as far as when I jump into something. Like right now, I really want to address some of hurts in relation to my dad, but I think God has me in a holding pattern on that one right now. I know He will let me know when it is the time to get it out…because when I start wrting, it will all tumble onto the screen like little pieces of glitter from an envelope.
But until then, I am charged with being willing and ready to walk my recovery out every day, every moment. Even when I lose my cool because my laptop is acting up, like it is today…grrrr. Okay, time to go organize.
Have a wonderful week, my good friends.